Sabastian&Niki

Cruel Intentions
2005-07-04 13:26:11 (UTC)

Sabastian...

I hate the way you never reply and I hate being ignored. I
hate that i think about you still. I hate that I cant
listen to my fav CDs becuase they remind me of you. I hate
that I compare every guy i meet to you. I hate that you
knew me too well. I hate that way i never trusted you. I
hate the way i felt like i never knew you. I hate that I
can't ask you anything or tell you how i feel. I hate that
you're not here, I hate that I pretend that I dont care. I
hate that I miss you. I hate that I want to call. I hate
that I know if I ever did call you'd hang up on me. I hate
that you dont wanna talk to me and I hate that you dont
care. I hate that the more I try to say goodbye, the more
I think about you. I try and tell myself that I miss you
less with each day that your gone, but its just not true.
All I want to do is ask you how your day was and tell you
about mine. All I want is for you to hear the songs I
listen to and I want to hear the sound of your voice. I
dont understand why you wont talk to me anymore. Im sorry
for everything and I wish I never met you because then I
would never have felt like this.
more that anything I hate that I still love you




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