rae_katherine

Dear Jesus...
2005-06-29 23:17:40 (UTC)

winning

wow. so, i just got done my final and am sitting in the
computer lab because i am still shaking to much to walk
home. yay. i think the exam went well, but we'll see. it
has been raining here like stupid and the cathedral has been
leaking. just about made me cry this morning. o poop! i
have to sweep still today...blah. these last several days
have been crazy emotional and i think partly it's because
george is here. but whatever. i've been proud of myself
lately. on monday i phoned and booked an appointment for
myself and figured out where the mediclinc and the bus depot
were and walked there all by myself and got blood work done
all by myself and then walked home and didn't cry or faint.
ok, Jesus was with me and He's the reason i could do it,
but i think that's still an accommplishment. and on tuesday
robin took me for my ultrasound appointment because it was
too far to walk. i don't get the test result until next
week. i'm going to try and forget it until then. God and i
have been hanging out a lot. i've been reading the book
Captivating and crying through it. o well. anyways, i
should go. i've stopped shaking sort of but i need to eat
something. all i have left is an apple. i brought high
sugar foods for the instant boost after the exam, but that's
going to wear off any minute now and i have to eat something
real. later.




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