Autum's Leaves
2005-06-29 04:09:53 (UTC)

Kiss and Tell

"I left my concious pressed...through the keyhole I
watched you dress...kiss and tell..."
-Fall Out Boy

The Queen of Commitment Issues would like to make an
announcment to all of her loyal subjects:

I'm truely, honestly "taken." .... It just sounds
weird after all this time being single I suppose.

I'm scared about this thing...I've argued with myself
all day, all week, with all my friends. And the battle of
me really caring about someone (and really liking them and
having fun with them) vs. the I'm just a pussy side has
been ravaging my mind to the brink of exhaustion.

I had so much fun with him today...although my issues
always make "lovey" time hard for me. He's a great
guy...we aren't supposed to let those by us are we?

This is one of those times in my life when I'm supposed
to just sit back and let life happen. Not meddle, not plot
to conquer, just see how the cards fall and work my way
from there.

It's just so goddamn hard.