Kennenjora

Dragon Eyes And Angel Wings
2005-06-27 18:17:40 (UTC)

Bitching.. - AW

I might be getting a job at the hospital here which would
be great because I'd be starting at about $2 more than
David is making. But then I'd also be working with Adam
and I don't know if that'd be a good idea. He's too much
of a stoner. It'd be like working with Rory and that would
make me want to kill someone.. which isn't good if I'm
working in a hospital. I guess I'll have to wait and see
though. I still have to get the job first.

So apparently David was smoking this morning.. I'm happy
that he tells me but I don't know what to do to make him
stop completely. He said he wasn't feeling well and it
helped.. but after hearing that it made me feel sick.

I came to the conclusion that DE should move to a
different province (like maybe AB) and find a guy here
that will be good to her so she can be happy. Someone
that'll care about her and respect her and her needs.
Everyone needs to be held and comforted and not treated
like shit. This place with crawling with guys with lots of
money because of all the work here (like the rigs and
different apprenticeships etc) and all the nice houses
here. If you were here we could go find another quiet
reflective place to sit and talk and bitch and relax..
There are so many times that I want someone to talk to but
David won't really listen sometimes and half the time
we're alone together it feels like we might as well be on
different sides of the world. Kim isn't any help either. I
don't really feel like hearing about all her boyfriends or
how one of them doesn't know about another one but the
second one knows and whatever else. Can't she just stick
to one?
I still feel alone here. I miss being able to talk to
people and hang out with people other than just guys that
are a couple years older. I'm not ready to feel alone all
the time and I don't think you are either DE.

-Angel Wings




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