Torrance the Vamp

The Vamp's Mind
2005-06-27 16:55:19 (UTC)

Cross Country again

Today after running/jogging/walking 5 miles(actually 4.5
for me cuz I cheated) I am saying to myself what have I
gotten myself into?! I can't do this! I can hardly do the
1.6 or the mile. I feel like barfing right now. I am not a
runner so why am I doing this. I run through my list of
reasons I do things (haha run ugh). 1). Get attention 2).
prove someone wrong 3). Impress someone (that kinda goes
along with attention doesn't it) But then I figure out all
of them are why I am doing cross country. What do I get
out of this experience besides being sore. Nothing because
the person I am trying to impress isn't there. I don't
think I made a bet with anyone that I could do this. And
why do I want attention because the only attention I am
getting is probably negative attention. So why am I doing
this? Am I trying to get fit? Because that is gonna take
forever and I'll die of exhaustion before that happens.

Thought of the Day:

Why do I do the things I do?

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