lonely guy

lonely guy
2005-06-25 04:46:43 (UTC)

Amber Pacific.

God what a great band. Every now and then ill find out
about a band who isnt big at the moment and then after a
few months of me telling all my friends about it, i'll see
their new video on fuse. And then all of the sudden
everybody loves them. It's happened with Matchbook Romance,
Fall Out Boy, Bleed the Dream, and now i know its going to
happen with Amber Pacific. It's my new band to drink to :).
They're going to be at warped tour on the 20th i think. Up
in Indy, I was planning on going to the one up in St. Louis
but i forgot all about it until it was too late to get the
day off work. So anyways, I just got home from hanging out
with my friends. I went and seen "Land of the Dead". I've
always been a George Romero fan. For some reason there were
a lot of goth kids there. I mean they were everywhere. But
there was this one very cute girl that sat down beside my
friend who was sitting behind me. She just seemed like a
nice girl, she didnt dress like a slut or anything which is
what every fucking girl dresses like. Thank you fucking
Paris Hilton...Anyways, she was saving a seat and i thought
that she was saving it for her B/F or something. But then
her dad came and sat with her. I thought that was really
sweet. I like girls who arent ashamed to go places with
their parents. I hate stuck up girls. Anyways, i just
thought that was nice. So...yesterday after i wrote in here
and had my little moment of depression i decided to stop
being such a pussy and i took a shower to sober up a
little. My friend kat called when i was in the shower and i
called her back and she wanted to come over to get my DS
b/c i guess she was going to Georgia with her b/f today. So
she came by and we sat down and talked for a while. It was
pretty nice. I havent really been able to talk to her like
i use to in a long long time. I've always said she's a
different person when she's around me. And she is. I like
her a lot better when we're alone then when i call her on
the phone and she's with her friends or her b/f. I swear
she acts like such a wigger. lol. But um. I started
thinking that maybe she was a different person then who i
thought she was. I believe i even told her that a few
times. Like, she just seemed colder. Not mean or anything,
but just afraid to talk about anything personal. But when i
was talking to her last night it was just like it always
was. My guess would be that she's been hurt and used a lot
and she doesnt really know how to show her feelings
anymore. I feel bad for her sometimes. Hell i'm way too
sensitive. I feel bad for fucking everybody. I've gotta
stop doing that. Hm. well i have to goto work tommorow at
5:30 and its....11:46 so i should goto sleep.
Later
Sharief




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