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Cokepop for the Smartnessment
2005-06-23 22:15:16 (UTC)

My Apologies

Ok so for one - that's my favorite Jump For Charlie song.

Before I explain the other meaning of that title I'm going
to tell you a story. It has to do with my boob and milk.
Yes that may sound wierd but its true. So this morning I
was in my pjs and everything because I decided to get out
of bed and eat cookies. So I did and then I wanted milk.
So, as usual, I went to the fridge opened the milk carton
and drank straight from it because I'm too lazy to get a
glass. But unlike usual I SPILLED IT ALL OVER MYSELF.
MYSELF BEING MOSTLY MY BOOB. So I tried again to drink
some stupid milk only to spill it all over my boob AGAIN!
Honestly. So I gave up. And then I ate another cookie. And
tried again and as they say, "third times a charm." And it
landed in my mouth like its supposed to. So that's my
story. Stupid milk. Yummie cookies.

Ok so for two- haha that sounds dumb. But so anyways. Yes
you all know about my falling out with Chelsea. Ok so last
night Nicole sent me this survey thinger to fill out about
her and then Chelsea sent me one too. And I was debating
filling it out because I didn't want to be a bitch or
anything but then well she sent it to me so I guess she
wanted my opinion. So I decided ok sure I'll fill it out
and let her know my side of things without being
inturrupted or anything. So I did and I sent it to her and
I asked her to fill out one for me and she did. And in it
she said that she realized that she was wrong and she saw
my side of it and she said she was sorry. And so after not
talking to her for a long time and having her blocked on
MSN for the longest I've ever had her blocked (I was going
to delete her but I decided not to for a while), I
unblocked her. And she said she was really sorry and we
talked and I forgave her. Yes I did. Because Christians
are supposed to forgive. I learned that in Church. But
anyways I didn't just forgive her because Christians are
SUPPOSED to. Also because I could tell that she really was
sorry and that she realized that she was wrong. So yes.
Just because I accepted her apology doesn't mean we're all
of a sudden best friends again. No. And she knows that. If
that ever happens it'll of course take time because we
were both hurt and we've also been through other things.
So yes. We're now on speaking terms again and that's
actually quite nice because I really did miss talking to
her. And it was so hard not giving in either when we were
fighting like I always usually do because fighting's
pretty much a waste of time. But you see? In the end this
time it was worth it. Even though it was really really
hard to do. So anyways that's pretty much all I have to
say.

Also...YOUTH TONIGHT! And I am very excited. Yay! And
after that I might go to Chelsea's house for a bit. But
that all depends because since my mom's work is throwing
her a party since her job was abolished and she's leaving
(duh- she now has a job as a secretary at Wes Hosford) I
don't have a ride anywhere so I'm walking to youth and
hoping somebody there will drive me home or to Chelseas.
But I'm gonna go now.

Oooh and another thing to perhaps look forward to this
summer- Battle of the Bands @ Festival Place on July 1!!
That could be alot of fun!

But I'm out now. Peace.
Nicolie




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