-karma's payback-

-the good times are killing me-
2005-06-21 01:19:26 (UTC)

-self sufficient-

this is me...
though i don't have much to say..,as you can see...
i'm content...just to give it all away..,all for free...
if you'd like...
you are welcome to this pain in my soul...if you think...
you can carry all this weight...cause it's a heavy load...

there's too many...missing pieces...
i can't come together...without feeling...
that i'll never...be completed...
can't waste forever...feeling cheated...
i should get over...all this hatred...
but living without it...feels like i'm faking...
so this is me...and i can't help it...

so,you see...
sometimes i just can't help myself...thanks to you...
and sometimes...
i feel sorry for myself..,because of you...
i should thank you...
for these feelings...but i hate you because you're killing
me...
and i don't think...
i can carry on this way...just for you...

when i'm dead...and at rest...
i only have one...simple request...
commit my body...into the ground...
bury me upside down so you can come...after i've passed...
kneel down above me and kiss my ass...
i won't let you forget me when i'm gone...

no,i won't let you forget me when i'm gone...
it would not me self sufficient...

-doni-




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