The First Tear

TEars: Good and Bad
2005-06-20 03:26:18 (UTC)

Cutter Anonymous!

Dear Diary

Here I go again with the cutting! Mom and dad are fighting
AGAIN! It's all my fault this time appearantly. I can't
make anybody happy! Dammit! They're in the bedroom right
now talking about devorce. Good. Maye things will get
better if they do that! I don't know who I'll go with. MOm
hate me most of the time and dad does too. Hmmm. Emily said
I could come stay with her for a few day. You should see my
away message right now...Geeze. It's that "How do you get
that lonely?" song. I'm sure Emily is freakin' out right
now. lol. Oh well. Atleast somebody still cares.

Anyways, about the cutting. I'm considering it again. Yes,
I have been cut free for...4 months but, at this point, I
don't care. I need something to make me feel better. I
don't have any drugs or alcahol so..lol. Cutting is my
answer to anything. Maybe I will. I need a shower anyways.

I think I'm gonna now. These damn acrylics are annoying me
to type.

Damn, Emily just signed off!...and back on. lol

Ashley





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