Caesta~Wind

of Life of Wind
2005-06-18 12:00:24 (UTC)

A mail to you

Vance..

Do you know... I really really love you..
Of course I don't want to lose you.. Of course I want to
stay with you..
But if I leave you, the reason will not be that I don't
love you, but because of what you always do.. Do you know
what I mean..? yes.. you must know..

You always ask me why I love you.. I really don't know
why.. I'm kind of person that always omit the reasons..
haha.. but deeply in my heart I'm 100% sure that I do love
you..

I'm a chinese, even though my thinking is different to
general Chinese thinking, I still have some traditional
thinking in my mind.

Sometimes I felt surprised and funny that you always can
say exact the same things what I want to say to me. Such
as... "I don't want any man touch you", "Can you be loyal
to me?", "When I think about other man touch you, I feel
sick..." etc.

As Chinese, love is the glue of the relationship, not sex.
Chinese consider that when people getting old, how old
couple could stay together, that is love.. But not only
like between man and woman, it's like.. the love of
family, friends and also couples.. I don't know how to
express it exactly...

Vance.. I'm an impulsive person. But this time I have
considered for long time.. I do think it's a difficult
decision... I have thought I can accept or endure
everything.. but actually I cannot.. I'm a serious
person.. If this is just a game.. then I want to quit this
game.. I think..everything would be the same without me...
You won't lose any important thing...right?

Vance.. you're my only one.. You are unique in my heart..
I do want to be your only one.. I don't want anyone touch
you... But I know that.. I have no right to say
that..because I'm not your only one..
We finish.....


Caesta..




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