slave jess

Journal of Joels slave
2005-06-16 10:24:50 (UTC)

sub diary 15-06-05

greetings,

last night i slept so well. before bed i followed my
Masters orders to self punish myself. then i followed
through carefully with my nightly ritual. i felt amazing
when i finally rested my head on my pillow. i was close to
Master allnight.

i woke up feeling good but also a little light headed. at
first i thought i might be getting another cold. i went
into work early to do a little more rearranging before the
store opened for the day. then i began to feel an old
sensation i hadnt had for years. my vision was kind of out
of wack.. not blurry but if i tried to lok directly at
things they distorted..a familiar nauceous feeling and a
heavy aching to my head... i was getting a migraine. i
havent had one in years since my doctor changed my birth
control pills. recently i had stopped all forms of birth
control as right now i dont require it at all. i discussed
this with Master and at first He was a little skeptical but
i reassured Him i would be covered aain by the time i visit
Him in the New Year. i now wonder if this was the cause of
my migraine today.

before it grew too bad i organised someone to come into
work so i could go home to the darkness of my room. i took
some tablets and lay down for a while then i logged on &
found Master already online. was a surprise for us both.
as i was alone and after making sure i was feeling alright
Master wished to talk with me on phone. the phone gods
were back at their job. couldnt access landline after
trying every obstacle so Master rang my mobile. Wwe talked
briefly before Master wanted me to have a lesson on cumming
quietly for Him. i still need alot more practice to get
perfect this for outtings. i was getting highly aroused
and almost in need of begging for permission to cum when my
phone went dead. i tried to get it working again as i knew
i had power & reception. no good. i logged back onto
computer and Master was very understanding and decided i
was not to lose the lesson completely so He instructed me
online. today He made me use peg on my nipples as well as
use my vibe on myself. i am unsure if i have a low pain
tolerance compared to others but my erect nipples burnt but
was tolerable. it made the sensation of cumming once i was
permitted quite different. the pain turned into pleasure.
thank You Master. Master allowed me to cum again & again.
He asked how my migraine was..all gone.. what a perfect
cure i thought.

Wwe talked for a short while and Master made a typo saying
He would share & guide me. He meant share knowledge with me
& guide me but i said i felt he already shares me in
spirit. Master didnt like this terminology either. but then
i explained He does share me with anyone who reads my
diary. Wwe then discussed this some more. before long i had
to return to work as i didnt have anyone to do the end of
day or keys to close. Masater ordered me to wear no
panties back to work and to play with myself if i got
privacy.

my day was good in total, even with the beginnings of a
migraine.

i love You Master,
love
slave jess {MJ}




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