Diana's Online Diary
2005-06-08 16:50:39 (UTC)

I surrender

I don't believe that there is just one perfect person for
everyone. I think there are many people you can be happy
with. So believing this, I should be able to move on and
be capable of finding someone I can care about as much as
I do about him. But, I also believe in love. And I just
don't know if my heart is ever going to let me move on.

They say care for others before youself, and always do
what is right

But you have to take care of yourself, because you're the
only one wiping your own tears. So what do you do when
you start running out of tissues?

Well, I've been out of tissues for a while, so its time to
take care of myself to stop the tears.

When you start to lose the stength to fight the battle,
you may just lose the war... but maybe the reason you
continue to lose battles is because you lost the war a
long time ago and you just keep fighting for something
that can never be yours.

From this point on no matter what mistakes I make, I know
they can not be that bad, because I have already made the
biggest mistake of all, so everything else will come in
second to this.