ultimateEMOgurl

So much for my happy ending...
2005-06-08 15:45:09 (UTC)

Its almost here

Well, graduation doesnt seem so far away anymore. Especially
when its next friday. lol My family and I were talking about
what we wanted to do after and it just makes it seem so more
real. And i already have my dress, i just need to go get
shoes. And me and my sister are gonna go get a manicure and
pedicure on wednesday. :) And its like wow...its almost
here! We get our yearbooks and cap and gown on friday of
this week...then we have 1 more day of "real" classes and
then the last 3 days are finals and we get out of school at
1215. Then thursday is the last day and graduation is on
friday June 17th at 430. And that is the day that my life as
i know it will change.

So much has been going on lately. I mean A LOT. Its just
been a really emotional past couple weeks, and i havent been
sleeping well so its making it worse. When i dont sleep i
get extra moody and emotional and im already like that, so
we dont need any "extra" lol. Laila is gonna be here for my
graduation, im really happy shes coming. I cant believe that
we've known each other since 3rd grade and now we are both
done with high school. We've grown up so much. Ive been a
pretty bad friend to her, but im so lucky that she stuck
around. I think ill probably know her for the rest of my
life. :)

I need to get a camera. I need pictures of all my friends
that im gonna leave behind and never see again. lol. Its so
sad when u think about it that way. But at least im
realistic, i dont think that ill keep in contact with these
people forever. The only people from my school that i will
keep in contact with are luis and sarah. Unless someone else
decides they want to keep in contact with me. lol. And then
there are the people i am GLAD to leave behind and never
have to see again. lol. I will miss my teachers though. Yup.
Speh's class is gonna be a hard one to leave. *sigh*

Its weird to look back at freshman year and see how i was
and compare it to how i am now. Its like i was a completely
different person. I mean, yeah there are the things that
never change about a person, but ive just grown up so much
these past 4 years. Its crazy.

Well, i better finish getting ready for school, and i think
ive rambled on enough. bye!




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