becholi

Life as B
2005-06-08 02:47:00 (UTC)

Mid 2005 - Life is a-changing

June 8th 2005 - Tis been 6 months since i started out with
Ivan. Things are definately different from how i imagined
it to be, not at all rosy and happy :(. At this very
moment, i am still contemplating a break-up with him due
to several reasons.

1. He spends too many idle hours on computer games,
lepaking with his cous/friends and basically just wasting
time away.
2. I still have issues with him and his ex and the other
women in his life.
3. We're so incompatible in so many ways.
4. Sometimes he disgust me.
5. Our life paths does not seem to be going the same way

Now i'm gonna try to list down why I love him.
1. He loves me?
2. He could be so nice and caring when he wants to be.
3. He can be such a gentlemen at times
4. He's wise and gives good advices..

Gosh..at this very moment, tis just so hard for me to
actually see the good in him. I have been feeling rather
unhappy for the past week. Should i just make that
decision?? I shall have to resort to prayers and seek
divine help.




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