Foxglove

Anne Frank to Bridget Jones
2005-06-07 18:26:58 (UTC)

SAD

I was thinking about evil this morning. What is it? Is it a
uniquely human trait? I had thought that evil was all the
greed and selfishness in humanity. But if we were just
greedy and selfish, we wouldnt be evil, we would just be
animals. Maybe evil is having a choice to selfless or
selfish and choosing the latter. Maybe there is no good or
evil, only survival, and in that darwinian sense to be
selfish is good. Maybe all evil comes from fear, and fear
comes from the unknown. If thats the case, there are a lot
of seriously evil people out there.

Its almost summer and I cant wait. I love lying in the sun
and absorbing the heat. Consuming never felt so good. I
think I suffer from seasonal affective disorder... or SAD
if you want to be a jerk about it. Acronyms are one of my
biggest pet peeves. I feel so much happier and much more
natural in the summer. I think some of it has to do with
clothing. I like to wear flowy lacy skirts that fall just
below the knee, I feel light and airy and demure and
wonderfully exposed, where as in winter Im boggled down in
jumpers and jackets, weighed down by gravity, slow moving,
slow thinking, low to the ground. Today Im contemplating
the beauty of this world and in six months Ill be comatose
and unblinking infront of a UV lamp. My favourite time of
year is late august when everything takes on that weird
orange illumination and afternoon shadows stretch on
forever. And this sweltering wonderland is only polluted by
the fact that summer is right about to end.




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