Autum's Leaves
2005-06-07 02:49:52 (UTC)

Sliding Away.

"While I was walking on the street, as quiet as can be,
a great big ugly man came up and tied his horse to me."
-anyone whose taken the NC EOG's should recognize that.

My boarder called me again. We hung out, we had
ourselves a great time. He said he missed me. Things are
going well with that.

Freshman orientation was today. There were so many
people, so many new people, all lost, all not knowing
where to go, what to do, who to talk to. A million
possibilies, and I talked to people from my high school.
We had fun hanging out, getting to talk, making fun of
everyone else. Haha. I got turned down, by one of my
friends to come over, which dosen't happen that often, but
it was still shocking. So, I took the long way back to my

It was dusk, I was walking by myself, in this beautiful
foreign place that I had to somehow transform into my new
home. I walked as long as I could. And I realized
something that hadn't happened before, I wanted to be
alone. I was happy being alone. Just me, just myself, just
who I was, nothing else. I am finally happy with me.