jenny_duffield05

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2005-06-06 00:44:15 (UTC)

Yesterday and Today

well... yesterday had its ups and downs. mom and dwayne
had to take devin all the way to florida so me and lewis
were here alone. it was goin good until i got bitchy again
and told lewis to leave. he went in the bedroom and packed
his clothes (not all of them i might add). i cried. i
eventually went in the kitchen pulled out some window
cleaner, a bottle of pills, and a butcher knife. i had
every intention of killing myself. but as soon as he went
to walk out the door...................... i couldn't let
him leave. i love him and i know i was wrong. but its kool
now.......


Today was ok i guess...just did some work, was bitchy to
lewis again...damn i need help!!!!!




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