sara

daddy's little time bomb
2005-06-05 09:18:24 (UTC)

.h.o.w.

Step one to recovery:

Promise myself to never ever ever EVER tell tony how i
truly deeply honestly (deep down Inside) feel. why is that
you ask? becasue today i told him how worried i was and how
sad it made me that he does drugs. and you know what he
did. well.i dont want to talk about it. thats right not
even to myself. i dont even want to remember i think i'll
just forever leave the subject alone tattered and in pieces
because it makes me feel better. which would also mean that
the point of this diary is absolutely pointless cuz chances
are if things go my way i wont remember and ill read back
and wonder what the FUCK i was thinking in the first place.
and then after reading the huge explanation of that i will
be utterly satisfied. thank you good night.




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