*~*Silent Tears*~*

2005-06-03 20:07:28 (UTC)


Mike I . . . idk. There are things I want to say, but I
can't. I am not allowed. I am sorry you feel in love
with the mornon girl, I am sorry it hurts so much. Its
like, I will never be happy again, like it all was ripped
away. I just . . . I don't know anything anymore. Today
sucks, life sucks, my family sucks, it all freaking sucks
and there isn't a freakin thing I can do, not at all. I
hate being powerless, I hate it all. I want to go to
sleep and not wake up til its over, or wake up and see
that it was all just a horrible nightmare, but it won't be
that way. I can't run away this time because there is no
where to hide. I can't quit this time, though I have
never been a quitter now would be a good time. But
suppose you can't quit life . . . or not a way that I can
because I was told to live. No matter what I was told I
had to live, so no quiting for me, not this time. I am
condemed to go through life like this soulless doll, until
my soul returns again, if it will ever return at all. No
matter what happens everyone, I am ganna say it one more
time. I don't know what will happen, I don't know what
I'll do. All I know is that I am so sorry, for all I've
done to you.

-*~*Silent Tears*~*

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