supergoddess

This diary is my kief,hashish,&opium pip
2005-06-02 01:49:32 (UTC)

rebound girl

It's sort of pissing me off, and I've been writing this
entry in my head for days now.

I'm the rebound girl. There's no other way you can put it.

This happens to me almost... every time I'm in any type of
group situation or my friend has a boyfriend. One example
I can think of is Erika and her boyfriend. Her boyfriend
got mad at her and started talking to me.


Conversations with these guys go like this:
"You drink? I drink too. You like sex? I like sex too!
Hey, you're cute. Can I use you as a rebound off my
girlfriend/andor/crush? Okay."

Which ultimately screws up my entire relationship with the
friend the guy is rebounding off of.. which.. this happens
all the time to me.


Mmm. I'm sick of people. Why can't some fricking guy
realize that I'm brilliant when he's not in a fight with
is goregous girlfriend?

It's so fucking gay, I swear. It's like if I'm ever at
any type of party everyone will be all over someone and
when they can't get her they always come to me because I
guess I'm cute and yes, I can hold up an intelligent
conversation and you won't have to look at my chest the
whole time because a) I don't have one and b) You might be
interested in the conversation.

But of course, stupid popular sluts in my school always
get boyfriends when they're just stupid and slutty and
have their thong up their ass and cutting off their
circulation.

But when they get too boring and plastic of course I'll be
your rebound and fuckbuddy oh, no problem, I won't notice
or anything.


And now Kaila is going out with this kid Derek, and I
don't know what it is about her but she just has this...
thing that guys need to be within 3 inches of her
face/boobs/stomach/ass regardless of the circumstances.
And the thing is, Kaila is my friend, and I don't even
hate her. I hate it when it happens with friends. God
damnit.
So Mike was all over her the first day and he wouldn't
even leave her alone even though he was pissing her off
sortof because she wasn't single. Then he pulls me onto
his lap like uhh okay.. yeah that wasn't a desprate
attempt to make Kaila jealous?

And then when he finally comprehended that he couldn't
have Kaila, guess who he went to?

BINGO. HE WENT TO BRITTANY.

But the thing is, he's goregous. And seriously, who would
mind that kind of attention? I know he's probably just
using me.. but, what the fuck? How is that any diffrent
from any other guy who's ever liked me? Oh, right, it's
not.

I really don't care. A cute guy sortof likes me... or just
wants to go out with me to try to take his mind off my
friend.. which yeah, maybe I can do that. Maybe he can
take my mind off of Pat. Yeah, he's been doing that.
Everything is perfect...ly fucked up.

USE ME ALL YOU WANT. ALL I WANT IS SEX. OKAY? Jesus Christ.
"I've known you for a while now... and uhm... I think it's
just about time I ride you. K? k."

And maybe I just need to get over Pat because this is
pissing me off. Yes, I love him, yes, love of my life
blah blah blah stupid shit.
It doesn't even matter anymore, because I know that when
I'm going to florida I'm literally going to screw
everyone. And I know when I say that people think I'm
just being a stupid bitch and trying to show off.. but I
seriously am.

When I go to Florida they'll all see.. Brittany
going around screwing the neighborhood. Why? Because I'm a
kinky slut and I want to get over the fact that yes, I got
ditched by a goregous indiviual named Pat. All the popular
girls in my new school are ass fricking ugly so it won't
be that hard to get a few decent boyfriends. I know I'm
not miss fucking america, but those girls are like...
apeshit ugly.

So tomorrow, Mike is coming to my school to tell the
kiddies how the first year of highschool is, and how it's
hard when you can't go out with that perfect girl Kaila
with the perfect everything but you have to cope and
rebound on that girl you happened to notice might be able
to be second best.

Sincerely yours,
The little slut in pink microclothes and fucked up
turquoise eyes


-Brittany.


...SEX SEX SEX.




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