Emilee

Phantomgirl
2005-05-30 00:33:28 (UTC)

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I tried to talk to my mother. I found out that I am
selfish. Wow.... I really love myself sometimes. A bad day
in the Emilee book of things.... I feel so loved
sometimes.. No actually I know that they love me, but
unconditional love is such an intresting thing.
At least its thundering, that improves my mood. Like
the high point in my day actually that and my nap, kinda
sad. IDK if I am going to get to paint my room tomarrow.
Chances are that they will want to do something as a
family. Joy.
I guess one could say that I am being rash and unfair,
but that is part of being a women. The joys of being moody.
And the joys of feeling really awful about yourself.
One thing that I really like about Jo. he expects a lot
from me, if I am not acheieving my "goals" he helps me too.
When I do, he tells me he is proud of me. My parents
however are kinda critical, they don't have a hard time
pointing out the negitive. Jo. only points out the
positive, he gives me something to live up to, and he
recognizes when I do. He is not very critical of how it is
done, just as long as it gets done, and I learn.

Un-fair, Unjust, and Selfish, ohh and I forgot Rash and
with few friends,
Emilee

P.S. When I get like this, there is very little reasoning
with me. It is best just to leave me like this, and give me
a couple of days. I will get over it and better. I am just
moody. Like I said, the joys of being a girl.




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