Eugene

Date With Destiny
2005-05-29 20:52:51 (UTC)

If I were to slip: From Mutiny Fever on 2/13/2004 3:20:14 PM

If I were to slip
From MutinyFever on 11/21/2003 3:57:06 PM ~ 412 days

If I were to slip and smoke `Just One` I would not think
less of myself.
If I were to slip and smoke `Just One` I would not feel
guilty.
If I were to slip and smoke `Just One` I would not ask
forgiveness.
If I were to slip and smoke `Just One` I would not be
terribly concerned about my quit meter.
If I were to slip and smoke `Just One` I would not worry
about the judgments of others.

But, if I were to slip and smoke `Just One` I would
contemplate the dangers I had just exposed myself to.
If I were to slip and smoke `Just One` I would know that
without a real change of attitude I was likely to relapse
completely.
If I were to slip and smoke `Just One` I would reread my
profile a hundred times.
If I were to slip and smoke `Just One` I would reread
Tillietoiler`s profile.
If I were to slip and smoke `Just One` I would reread my
other favorite profiles.
If I were to slip and smoke `Just One` I would remember
that addiction is an unforgiving master, and commit myself
to never smoking again afresh.
If I were to slip and smoke `Just One` I would POST, POST,
POST.

Never smoke again. The future is our possession.

Michael
Now 496 days without a single smoke