Completely Incomplete

Letting Go Is All I've Held Onto
2005-05-28 17:41:39 (UTC)

gyah .... gyah gyah GYAH!

Stupid internet ... wouldnt let me on all last night. I
missed everyone.
I got thinking yesterday ... and talking with Kevin, after
having people point at me and whisper something to their
little freinds.
*sigh* I guess Im a "freak" in society's standerds.
But they dont know me. Who are they to judge? They dont
know me at all.
This novel has a story to tell. Society looks at the
cover ... of a poorly co-ordinated girl ... looking shabby
and ugly even, and turns up their noses. Watch cause,
disaster case, broken home, depressent, goth, emotive,
wanna-be, trouble.
*sigh* labels make me sick. I cant stand it when someone
looks at me anymore. I feel the pain that they're trying
to inflict. I feel it. I ... dont want to be like everyone
else.
But people have such critical minds. They judge ... they
dont want to be diffrent, and fear anyone that is. All the
girls in my grade are the same. Those exceptional few, are
diffrent, and they are cast down upon by the "popular"
crowd. All the guys in my grade, are the same. Ive only
met one who is diffrent, Dom.
All the girls are preppy, pink, slutty, "punk", whores.
All the guys are athletic, "rebelious", sporty.
God forbid someone wears these pants with this shirt. God
forbid someone have red blonde and brown hair. God forbid
someone listen to diffrent music. God forbid she wear
fishnets, jewelry, and chains and wrist bands. She must be
goth! Thats an easy answer! Shes goth! Goth goth GOTH!
Only senseless wanna-be's who try to hard will label
themselves as anything. If you say you're goth, then you
are trying to be osmething you are not. If you say you are
punk, then you arent. And so on and so forth.
Only stupid wanna-be's would label themselves with
such ... labels.
Only retards desprate for a certain group's acception
would do such a thing.
*sigh* being looked at funny. Being called names. Being
pointed at, and whispered about. Sometimes ... it makes me
almost want to be normal -.-




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