Lost_cold_alone

Flying on broken wings
2005-05-26 19:35:59 (UTC)

getting ready

Dear diary,

I am getting ready to go downtown with my father. For I
have made it to the second cut of the interviews. They
said that I have a good chance on making it... but the
only thing is that if I do make it then I would have to
leave family and friends behind. More so those that are on
the net. That is something that I really can not do, for I
care to much about them. You see it would be filmed here
in downtown in Houston first, then we would go to NY, and
then go from there. That to me, is just to far away... I
don't want to move that far away. Gah! I keep hitting my
legs with the heals of theses shoes!... Sorry, my father
said that I could not wear jeans, so I am wearing my shoes
from prom, and skirt and top that mum bought me. I am also
wearing make-up for the first time in a long time (since
prom.) It's scary, I feel like a clown .... Well I can
not spend long here, I wish that I could get on Yahoo or
AIM, for I really want to talk to people, but I know that
if I do then I will not be done in time.. even though it's
only 2:30pm now, and I dont' have to be gone untill
4:30... but still my father is really starting to worry.
It seems they want me to do this more than I do, but I am
sure they will think different when they find out just how
much they will have to spend to get me the classes I will
need since I will not be able to go to public school while
with them. it's $1950 or something like that... to much if
you ask me, but I can not say anything about that. I can
just smile, and follow what they say. Well I have to get
going now, I need to try and find more pictures to bring
with me so they dont get to mad at me for forgetting just
how many they really told me to bring ^-^; cause I didn't
really listen to her on the phone. Oh well, talk to you
later, wish me luck diary!

-Amy -2:35PM




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