Go Veg

The Road to Vegetaria
2005-05-25 00:51:40 (UTC)

my computer is my crack

May 24 2005
8:43pm EDT

I swear to god, I've been on the computer all fucking day. I
think I'm addicted. Fo real, yo.

Let's see... yesterday was a strained day. Once again Jon
and I drove in together -- the second dealership was never
able to get his car to stall. And they had it a week. He had
to take my car because he needed to meet the water guy at
our house. Our last water bill was 3 times higher than
normal, but they are reducing it because there's no way we
used 3 times as much water... ANYway, the water guy didn't
show up so we did that all for nothing. I had to stay at
work til 5:30 til he could come get me. During the day he'd
written me an email about this trip to Ireland his brother
Jeff wants to take him and the other brother on. My stupid
web-based email doesn't save sent copies, so pooh, I can't
post what I wrote to him. The gist of it is that I'm selfish
and crazy jealous that he gets to go on all these fabulous
trips (3 weeks in Europe 4 years ago, the week in Maui, and
now Ireland) and I have to stay home because I either
couldn't afford to attend or I'm not invited. But I love the
relationship he has with his brothers, so he should do this,
I'm just insanely jealous.

So, because of this our trip home was strained.

Dropped him off at the dealership, came home, ate (oh, I'd
forgotten my lunch in my car when he dropped me off, so I
had vending machine snacks for lunch and was starving when I
got home). He got home later, after I was upstairs already
talking on the phone to my sister. He banged on the door but
didn't come in. Later, he came in and told me, angrily, that
I'd left a burner turned on with a pan on it. Ooops.
Whatever. He's so mean about it. I went downstairs later
because I thought it would be really weird if I stayed
upstairs all night, but he barely said two words to me and
then went to bed at like, 8:45. Ugh.

Today was better.

Ok day at work, kept kinda busy, left at 2:45. Have a stupid
meeting tomorrow for my blind guy who never comes to his
meetings. Just his insane father, a big wig, his day program
people, a residence person, a behavior therapist, blah. Just
want to get it over with.

Watched Dr. Phil (about polygamy, really interesting),
Passions, talked to my sister again. Jon got home from his
therapy appointment in a decent mood. Playing some
ridiculous video game tournament tonight *rolls eyes*

American Idol in the background. I'm going to be so lost
without my reality TV. No more Top Model, Survivor,
Apprentice... I can't wait til July, when Big Brother comes on.

That's it for now. Ta ta.




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