Despite all the amputations
This is supposed to make me feel like "myself" again.
Does that mean that the last 7 months were some sort of
fluke and that I wasn't me? I don't even remember what
not being down even felt like anymore. I can't imagine
what a day would be like where I'm not at least sort of
The real question should be, do I actually want to feel
like I did before? I may be upset a lot, but at least I'm
no longer some ignorant fool any longer.