Rice Tree Girl

Ramblings Beneath a Rotating Fan..
2005-05-22 01:25:32 (UTC)

In foresight, I see that everything I evaded to was just foreshadowing waiting to happen

I've finally stopped looking.
Stopped expecting to see
Another whose memory still
Destroys me...
And I remember that the dead have no use
For explanations,
But I'll give you an offer you can't refuse...
I'll destroy this,
I'll try to destroy you
With an abscence of love,
It's far too easy to move on
And I will create a world without you,
Where I can fight back.
I might be short, but you know
I am more than you think
Stronger than you believe
Fall down before me, o thou liar
Slowly believe in everything I gave...
But those are memories far gone
That whole time, you were lying
And the moon was so bitter to allow it
But I, but I thought better
Of the night
Than it deserved.
And I, I was the one to believe
Funny how things turned out...
But I've stopped looking...
I will remain
I will remain alive
Though the dead may take you prisoner
They ask me no questions now,
And I join ranks with those who understand
There was always something sinister
about the barren land
Which we walked without question
and defended to the death
Must you be as decieptful as the world around
You live a liars life
But I could have pinpointed it before.
Never trustworthy,
You never even noticed me
Don't play the liar's game...
Always fooling me into succession.
There was only one night there I was sure it wasn't a lie.
But even that I question...
In a world without trust
And without those you can
I have lingered in a world where
An abscence of love is all too understood
Chaos and deception drive me to these immoral acts I'm sure
Drawing me to the same darkness
that has used and defiled all trust
Within others...
for everything's a lie and I can sense it.
Like a song, you have to write from your heart
And nothing was there...
I can feel the void again,
Looking back, I was never as fooled as I thought.




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