thestix

Despite all the amputations
2005-05-21 15:44:13 (UTC)

I Will Always Be Beat Down

I guess we'll never be together like I want us to be. I
guess I
just can't give up the dream I have held for so very long.
I've tried so hard to give up on it, but I just can't. I
don't know how I've held out hope for this long, it defies
logic. Maybe that dream really is what kept me from
killing myself those many times I've wanted.

I know you think I want things that you can't give. I
don't view you as some sort of angel like you seem to
think I do. I know you are only human and that you are by
no means perfect. That is why I like you so much. Your
flaws just make you the person whom I am so very attracted
to. I want nothing more than to spend time with you. I
only feel right when I am around you.

When I first met you, I was attracted to you from the
start. Of course, you being my best friend's girlfriend
made that a little awkward, so I never told anyone.
Whenever I was around you, I would always look at you
and imagine what it would be like if we were together.




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