Hakerz338

Grass is Greener on the Other Side
2005-05-21 08:44:57 (UTC)

How's it going to be?

I can't sleep with thoughts of you running through my head.
I miss you so much. I tried to sleep, I so did. I usually
have no problem of sleeping. Why? Because I work, I work
nonstop so when I come home I am to tired to do anythign but
sleep. Instead today, I hung out with my friends and am up
thinking about you. I bet you don't think about me. I wonder
if you've moved on...We're now strangers. Do you still love
me? You still feel the same for me? Do you miss me? Where
did I fuck up? It tears me apart every day. It feels like i
lost my BEST FRIEND, my other half, things just feel off.
Not a day goes by that I just don't think about you.
Everytime I hear your name... I wish you'd open up to me
atleast. The small part of me is still trying to believe in
love hoping you need me as much as I need you. I don't know
if I should give up... It's almost been 8 months...is there
hope for us? I love you, these words can't describe how much
you mean to me. Sigh... I love you...

4:43 AM




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