justme

my own corner of the world
2005-05-19 02:05:50 (UTC)

Graduation Countdown: 3 days

I can't fricken believe I'm graduating in 3 days!! It's
amazing!! In choir today a bunch of us started crying
during the graduation song. I was fine until I looked up
and Emanda, Tori, Mandy, and Jamie were all crying and
then I just lost it. And once I lost it Steph and Brenda
started crying even though they're not seniors... I
couldn't even sing, it was ridiculous. Then in the lunch
line were talking to O about something and he said
something that got Emanda crying again about graduation,
then I started crying... It was just a huge mess. If I
couldn't pull it together today, what am I gonna do
tomorrow? And the day after? And SATURDAY????? I'm just
gonna fall apart. I don't know if I'll even be able to
make it through my speech... I think that part I'll be
fine with, I hope... It's mostly just the song that I
think will get to me...

I have a damn cold too... It hit me yesterday (wouldn't
you know on the day of the concert?). I better not be
really really sick like I am now for graduation, cuz I'll
be pissed. I went to work tonight and got sent home like
45 minutes early cuz I was totally losing my voice,
coughing all the time, and getting a massive headache.
Thank God for D'Ann, I don't think anybody else would have
done that for me.

I think that's about all for now....
"I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly, I'll do
what it takes 'til I touch the sky. And I'll make a wish,
take a chance, make a change, and breakaway. Out of the
darkness and into the sun, but I won't for get the ones
that I love. I'll take a risk, take a chance, make a
change, and breakaway." -Kelly Clarkson (also the
graduation song that I hysterically cried during today)




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