AJF

g-unit
2005-05-18 22:36:17 (UTC)

He is driving me CRAZY!

Yeah, derek is drivin me crazy! He wont stop sayin love you
and i accidentaly said it back, so now everytime he says
it, he's gonna expect me to say it back! He called me once
today, and my brother was on the phone, so he left a
message, then he called again, about 15 min later! And he
was like, where were you when i called you earlier? OMG!

I was so jelouse today at school, Kel got moved to the
front of the class, and he was sittin by some blond chick
and she kept askin him to help her with her math, and he
would say somethin that wasnt even funny, and she would
laugh, it would be somethin like, i dont know how to do
this...but she kept askin him, and he kept tryin to help
her! I wanted to get up and strangle her, it's bad enough
to have charlie to compete with, and now i got this stupid
bitch girl...and after school she was standen there talkin
to him...i was sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
jelouse! OMG you have no idea...

Last night, i was listening to music, and i was listenin
to this song called 'i dont ever wanna see you again' and
i started to think about how my bast friend Kroy, left me
to be friends with Anthony...and then i started to think
about Anthony, and i acctually cried! I havent cried over
him in awhile, then i started to think about Kel, and that
made me cry even more...i realized that the reason i fell
for Kel so fast is because he reminds me so much of Anthony
he sounds like him, and kinda sorta acts like him...i
thought for sure i was over Anthony, but i guess i was
wrong...i just dont get it, how can i feel so strongly,
about one person, and they hate me? Why am i not with the
one that was made for me? I dont get it...
...Well thats all...so i'll talk to you later...




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