-karma's payback-

-the good times are killing me-
2005-05-14 20:00:47 (UTC)

-the end of the whole mess-

questioning the reasons why you came here...
as i'm picking up the pieces...of all your broken
promises...
and now i'm running out of patience...
all my time you've taken up for nothing...
this isn't making any sense...

i could have drowned in my own tears...
but i decided to save myself...
(what for..?)
looking forward to the next few years...
(without you...)
even though i'm still lonely as hell...

if i would have known that this was how our time would
end...
i would have tried a little harder not to care so much...
'cause now you're gone forever..!
if this is for the best then why does it hurt so much..?

you smile..!
and think that everything's okay...
but it's not...
it's getting worse...every fucking day...
and i don't want to have to feel this way...
i'm sick of everything...
i'm sick of always wishing you would stay..!

goodbye..!
this time...just stay the fuck away from me...

why does it hurt so much..?


-doni-
-6-14-02-




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