-karma's payback-

-the good times are killing me-
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2005-05-14 18:51:11 (UTC)

-diary of a dope fiend-

I HAVE...nothing left to give...
I HAVE...no life left to live...
I HAVE...no place left to go...
I HAVE...nothing left to show you...

eyes closed...
don't know...
so clod...
i guess it shows...
everyday i spend alone inside my shell...
and i'm so sick of how this feels...
i don't really need it i've just been pretending...
but i think it's finally time to bring this shit to an
end..!

sometimes i don't mind being used...or played for a fool...
what the hell are friends for,if not to be abused..?
but i'm sick of having to defend myself...
because my friends can't handle their addictions very
well...
sometimes they stab you in the back so they can score for
themselves...
then turn around and use your shit with somebody else...
but i should speak for myself...
i should speak for myself..!

inside...buried...there is nothing but fear and pain...
nothing i can use to stop this suffering every fucking
day...
with a mind this sick sometimes i'm forced to explain...
but no one wants to comfort me cause all they think i do
is complain...
all they think i do is complain..!

-doni-
-4-28-02-


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