Letting Go Is All I've Held Onto
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Boredom ... it gets to us all ...
Boredom. I remember over the last summer when I stuck the
push pins in the eraser .. and made a little piggy out of
it. Well ... boredom has struck again. My desk is covered
in white out and nail polish!
*sigh* Nik is all depressed again. I hate seeing him like
this. It tears me up ... and theres probably something I
could do to help, but whatever it may be, I dont seem to
Ive been home all day, making picture frames. DEoing
nothing, but making picture frames.
I didnt want to get out of bed. I didnt want to face
sociaty. I didnt want to have to look in the mirror, and
then head out the door. I stayed home.
If I had have went to school, I would have been all pissy,
and would have ended up saying something I didnt mean to
someone I care about. I thought better of leaving the
I feel so bad, theres nothign I can do. Poor Nik, I hate
seeing him like this. I love him, and I dont like it when
hes upset ... at all.
*sigh* my eye lids feel like weights. My eyes are
stinging ... I dont know why. I havent eaten a proper meal
all day. And Im starving for something stable.