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Play With Me
2005-05-10 17:21:34 (UTC)

Regardless of

Well, i guess that all i can do is just wait it all
out. I have to follow my own advice and wait it all out.
This weekend i'll be telling mama that im moving out and to
my cousins house, and then me and eric will have it easy.
Lets see...He came to chill wid me ant tha skatin rink
friday, and everything was all good ( i got alot of
personal feedback about tha shirt i wore and made) and then
Alycia ( Kyle Blakelys girl )stayed tha night wid me. We
went shopping that saturday at tha shopping center and then
we went to grafitis, but first, i called and told eric i
was going and he told me he might be out there, well, we
went, and only a few people kept hittin on me, and Nikki
Linton wears fuckin white granny panties ( Josh Grharm
pulled her skirt down. Also, Nikki kept letting josh graham
kiss her and sit on her lap and fell all on her because she
was HI AS FUCK adn her sitting there, completely out of it
staring into space just stting there, was so hilarious.
Like i always say, if your stupid enough to be used and put
yourself inot that position than you deserve it. Well, Eric
did not come, and i went to stay tha night at Alysha's
whose mom styed out getting drunk at a bar anfd giving her
bra to them to hang up until 2:00. well, kyle rode his
bike from jefferson park to Alysas house in East Rockingham
in about 7 fuckin minutes. 7. Anywayz, i called hium but he
was gonna let his brother talk to his girlfriend instead.
He tols me to call him back tha next day. Well, Sunday i
called and noione answered, but then rhonda called me
directly back and said that she needed me to come to church
to talk to me an d what was carol's number. She called
brittany and told her to call for us both, well, eric was
asleep and she said she would tell him to call me. Well, I
called over there at about 5;00, church is at 6:00. Eric
said he was going fishin wid his brother that lives with
him tommy, and that he probably wont make it back in time
to come and see me. Well, we didnt have church anywayz
because it was mothers day and he did not even call me
back. So then yesterday morning, Aaron and Jamie told me
that they chilled wid him at tha lake yesterday. So later
on, at 9;30, i called him and rhonda told me that she
would tell him to call me. He didnt, and i calleda back
once more and noone answered so i didnt call again and im
not gonna call today either. He hasnt made an effort to
call me at all. I wrote a note to rhonda. Im very pissed in
it. It says basically how ths is different than tha frist
time we dated and its wiersd and i dont kno. But that just
because im wid eric, and most of tha time i just do what
eric wants, im gonna go chill wid my guy friends at
molestock andget fucked up, and see Matt, and everyone
else, and whether he goes or not is up to him im not making
him do anything. I dont care. And im gonna chill wid my
friends doing whatever tha hell i want. And thats pretty
much it. because regardless of what eric says, or wants, i
will never stop hanging out wid all my guy friends and
getting fucked up and enjoying what i can while i can.




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