Zach

CloudStrifeOmn
2005-05-09 20:17:25 (UTC)

hm..

Well lets see over the weekend friday i stayed at home
didnt do anything... saturday i went to bridgets with the
crew and caught up with sam n my friend nick from new
mexico got blown into another universe and stayed the
night at bridgets..i've also developed sinuses which
fucking suck let me tell ya i had no idea, yesterday (
sunday ) i woke up and just threw my contacts out of my
eyes there was so much pain appearantly my eyes were
beyond bloodshot too, and my dad kept taking me everywhere
i ended up yelling at him and making him take me home so i
could just lay down and sleep god damn you'd think he'd
know not to take you anywhere when you cant even see? fuck
it.. anyway got my act 18... wtf i donno i feel like a
moron but i dont care anymore.. anyway what's new..

developed sinuses.. to me that means cough, sneeze,
plastured shut eyes with crust when u wake up a 24hr
watery eye light headed and a headache, horrible soar
throat.. and the worst case of bloodshot eyes known to
mankind

what else.. i hate being in this house.. the only thing
keeping me here right now is music when it's over i'm gone
i spose i cant wait to move and be somewhere new

hm.. this 18 score is really pissin me off i mean i didnt
expect to do to well but still i look at people that to me
seem so senseless and unintelligent yet their scores are
higher or the same? do i act like them? really? anyway
maybe i'm trying to hard.. i have a tendancy to do that..
specially looking for something.. like in those find the
difference in the pictures books.. i'll think it's so
complicated that i have to look at every detail and it'll
be in plain view infront of my nose.. anyway..

hm.. took one of those outrageous therapy tests online for
the hell of it.. i was looking up psycology and it said do
u need to see a therapist and blah blah so i took it.. see
what the results were.. nothin really stupid i spose..
minor cases of bipolor and some eating disorder.. blah
blah BS is what i say..

i've found i work out to try and change myself.. kinda one
of those subconscience things.. " if i change my body it
hides who i am " or kind of gives me a new life or
something anyway.. i cant wait for the music to end i'm
leaving




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