Just a small bird wanting to fly
Sent Letter, 25 April 2004 to my beloved ex
Hi Busy man..
Hope you ve been well.... :)
Hmm... I was awaken by bad dream tonight . I saw my dead
grandfather who already passed away 15 yrs ago. I found
him in coffin still moving around.
I woke up and find meaning of my dream in
Definition: Seeing the dead in your dream, forewarns
that you are being influenced by negative people and are
hanging around the wrong crowd. You may suffer material
loss. This dream may also be a way for you to resolve your
feelings with those who have passed on. If you dream of a
person who has died a long time ago, then it suggests that
a current situation or relationship in you life resembles
the quality of that deceased person. The dream may depict
how you need to let this situation or relationship die and
I just wanted to find out how you are coping with our
breakup? It sound weird if people ask me about you. and i
will say.. er..my ex..bla bla bla..
ex , huh? *sigh*.... Oh well... Life has to go on...
I have stopped crying since 2 wks ago. I only have little
scar in my heart now... A small part of you will always
remain there.. :)
Anyway, I began to see our breakup with new
perspective.... I learnt a lot over this past 5 weeks.....
The reason, I chosed not to talk to you online becoz I
still havent able to accept the fact that we are only
friends..And now, i begin to see myself slowly accepting
the fact. You should be proud of me.. :) I am stronger
Anyway I wanted to give our mind a long great rest from
this cruel life. That's the purpose I was not talking to
you. In case you feel upset.. I didnt hate you.. believe
me.. he he he
And just in case you are still interested to find how i go
with my life ... I am currently now so crazy reading RICH
DAD POOR DAD... i started to save money now.. I wanted to
start investing... hehe.( Gosh, i freaked out knowing how
little money i have in saving! No more going back to Indo
this year.. I spent too much money last year !!! ) ... I
am also now on my way selling all 'dead asset' in my room.
selling novels... soon my 6250 handphone.. and will follow
my other stuff.... but not my laptop.. he he he
You have changed old me to NEW Me... :))))) And plenty
other stuff that I learnt from our broken
relationship....I hope you learnt something too.. and hope
you are going even better than me ( examply : you already
started dating )
Hope to hear how you are going with your life....
And you never replied.... :((((((((((