The Up's and Down's
Girl 2 Sad 2 Give a Fuck
No one there to confide.
This feeling of lonliness I cannot escape.
My heart has been put back together with tape.
Over and over again and now I fear,
That it will always be this way, that all I will know is
The temptation of having someone there calls,
But the memories of pain and lies is all I recall.
I don't trust myself to feel again.
I have no trust in men.
I was their best kept secret, their best kept lie.
Fucked over but I still stood by.
I was pushed aside and mind was filled with garbage they
Eventually from the possibilites of love...I walked.
Loving nothing and fearing everything.
Shielding myself from the one thing I need most.
My hopes came crashing down.
There's nothing left but heartache...No one stood around.