Dissatisfied

If Only....
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2005-05-04 18:37:10 (UTC)

This is the way I have come to know you...

WEDNESDAY, 2:19PM

Okay, I haven't been on here in a long time, And I have
made it a point to not write in here as much as I was.
Being on here that much was just allowing my self to
indulge in my depression. Plus, I am doing more in my life
which is a great thing. I just got hired at starbucks and
I begin in the morning at 5:30. I got a gym membership and
have been working out and going to classes. Tonight, after
my counseling session, Tyler and I begin our classes to
become members at our church and I am planning on taking
yoga classes sundays before our services. Tyler and I have
also decided to postpone our wedding for another date (not
yet decided) until we reach a further understanding with
the Lord. We had experienced some turbulence in our
relationship and I was so close to leaving. We have been
under extreme pressure, well- I know for sure I have, but
I figure he has too, about our wedding approaching. We
still want to marry and all, but we want to get right with
the Lord and surrender to his will completely and be less
of the ignorant stubborn selves we are. Anyways, Things
are much better. We go to Texas in a little while for my
brother Joey's wedding. I get to see some of my friends,
too, hopefully.
On Sunday, Trina and I hung out and got along great. We
had a barbeque celebration for Jonathan's birthday and on
the Saturday before that, Tyler and I went out to a
Japanese restuarant and then to a reggae bar and we
drank...and roleplayed. It was fun. I had so much fun. So,
This week is almost over...and in a sense, it is just now
beginning. Whew! ALL thanks to the Lord and his favor!
God is so great and he does wonderful things...Can this
be, the trough is fading....and I am moving my way up to
the crest.
This day is so somber. When I woke up, the sky looked as
though it was 5 in the afternoon...dark and grey. It will
continue like this for another day or so and then it will
move along, leaving us with beautiful weather once again.
I will update another time... I have decided to read my
chapter of The Purpose Driven Life. So until further
notice, I will be ME... occupied.


"It is God himself who has made us what we are and given
us new lives from Christ Jesus; and long ages ago he
planned that we should spend these lives in helping
others." (Ephesians 2:10)


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