Candy

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2005-05-03 12:20:56 (UTC)

A year and a half PLEASE READ!!!!

Dear Mommy,
I miss you so much!! People say that time will heal tha pain, but I
just don't see how in tha world they can say that... I miss you more
and more every minute of every hour of every day!! I don't want to
live without you anymore!! You were and are my best friend and
someday I know we will be together again.... so I suppose that I
must wait until then. I love you so much and I want to be with you
now but I know if I do anything to hurry up that process, then I won't
get to see you... so I must wait until it is my time to go... and now I
actually want to live, because I have friends who help me through
the hard times who actually might be sad if I wasn't here anymore.
So, I hope that you miss me as much as I miss you, I know that you
are up there in Heaven smiling down on all of us... hoping we do
our best and rejoycing in all of our accomplishments. I love you
Mommy, so very much... I will see you again someday, I promise!!
Love Always, Pooh Bear

Dear Daddy,
How could you leave us like this? After all the things that have
happened to this family and you just up and leave like you did?! I
can't believe you would have the nerve to even call back and try to
fix everything with us!! It's can't happen... never! I will admit that I
do miss you sometimes... but believe me, it takes a desperate hour
to make me miss some piece of garbage like you!! I hope you
have fun with the new family(s) that you have ruined I mean, taken
up with...
In Regards, Amber

Dear God,
I have never questioned you before, well, I've tried my best not to.
And I am desperately trying not to now, but Lord, I miss my Mommy
so much and I just don't understand why it had to be her that you
took... I mean, why couldn't it have been someone who deserved
it? See, there I go, questioning... I'm sorry... I want so bad to be
with my Mommy again someday... I dream about her all the time,
sometimes so real that I wake up and expect to be in my old house
and expecting to go curl up in bed beside of her, taking one of our
infamous afternoon naps. But I can't because that's all it is, a
dream... I will never be able to see her again until it is my time,
which I really don't want to be anytime soon... even though I want
to see her, I'm happy-in a way- with my life....Thank you God, for
listening to all of my troubles and never turning your back on me.
Love Always, Your Child, Amber White

Dear Whoever is reading this,
Now you see how I feel EVERYDAY!! This is not just a one time
thing... this is what I wake up feeling in the morning and what I go
to bed feeling at night... 24 hours a day, 7 days a week, 52 weeks
a year... so, if you ever think that I'm in a bad mood or anything
else, put yourself in my shoes for just once.... try losing your best
friend, your inspiration, your light of the day, try it, just one time and
I guarantee you, you will see me in a totally different light!

1 life, much love, xoxo
-Candy




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