Rice Tree Girl

Ramblings Beneath a Rotating Fan..
2005-04-28 01:20:53 (UTC)

Exeunt- Part Two

Pt 1
Set the trees ablaze
I've stepped around this for days,
You should know by now,
I'm not so good at walking away...

Pt 2
Would I to have thought to believe your lies and set
everything I knew into that fire I've created and burn it
away create ashes with imperfections so clear it shines
like magic in the smoke filled air. I'll step around the
personifcations and get to the subject matter just long
enough to touch on the reasons why I hate him I hate me and
I hate the world I'm sucked into. What is it that makes it
so easy to just walk away and to do whatever he wants when
I'm bound by memories that criple me, I thought I could
take it all. I'm told of course that the entire ordeal is
mine alone to deal with and you can't blame someone, you
can't blame anyone but yourself but it hurts so bad and
what do you think those marks on my arms are, I've been
blaming myself. But you told me not to, so I'm trying to
inflict the pain on others but now that's ruled out. But I
wasn't the one making out with someone right in front of
him but he wouldn't care anyway, so I might as well have
been and I shouldn't have been there in the first place.
Isn't it funny how quickly guys get over it and I'm always
the one left for weeks on end mourning over the fallen who
have gotten up as soon as I turn my back.




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