CrimsonTears

Hollow Years
2005-04-27 20:00:47 (UTC)

'Maybe someday in time Things will go my way'

Just watched 'Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind' It is
so wierd and sweet at the same time. But also it kind of
made me realise things. Because in the end they remember
each other see each other and decide to stay apart because
they know they are not meant for each other and if they
stayed friends it might just start all over again because
just because they realise they are not right for each other
doesnt mean they dont love each other or have feelings for
them.

Hmmmmmm

I'm confused at the moment don't ask why i just don't know
what i want if you know what i mean. Sometimes well quite
often i start feeling lonely and i get upset and think i
miss simon and want him back but do i? i dont know. I
thought i would always want to be his friend and i do
because i love being his friend but i dont know i dont want
to be feeling like this all the time. I don't want to miss
him or think i need to talk to him or think about him alot
i want to move on i actually do now.So even though i
realised something from this film i still think you can be
friends with someone because they mean alot to you and i
think i could learn to see him just as a friend and want
nothing more it would be better if he had a girlfriend
reallly i suppose then i probally would feel this quicker
but oh well. Atleast i feel slightly better even though i
might not find someone who does some stuff he does i like
theres also things i dont like....and i want someone i dont
argue as much with...and who doesnt make me feel like
rubbish sometimes...

Well anyway yeah today was okay didnt do much. Caf is
tomorrow i think i might just go because linzi is coming
after school with me again.

i might write later...

Song: The Korgis - everybody's got to learn sometime
Mood: Meh




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