xerxes

My Hero
2005-04-27 00:44:32 (UTC)

tired

I am tired. I wouldn't say exhausted, because I do not
want to exagerate. Tired is the perfect word. Physically,
definitely; mentally, maybe, I'm not sure, it's hard to
tell.

There was a track meet today. The weather was awful; it
was cold, and rainy and windy. I ran the mile and the two
mile. I'm happy w/the mile, in which I ran a 6:51min. I
know, I know, all you track pros out there are saying,
what? She calls that a good time? Yeah, I'm one of those
slow ones.

The two mile was disappointing! I was so tired by the time
that it came around! But the worst thing is, I have never
ran the 2 mile through. I would always start out okay, and
then after the first mile, I would start slipping, then I
would get so tired and so slow for the rest and be far far
behind in last place. And today was the perfect chance for
me to keep w/it! The Traverse City West girl I was
following has the PERFECT pace for me! She was not too
fast, it was all wonderful. Then, I did not concentrate,
and I let her go. And I fell so far...

When I was walking home (yes, I walked a mile home w/a
humongous backpack after the meet), I could not understand
myself. What was I doing? Why didn't I keep w/her? I
always do that. God. I let the perfect chance go by.

I'll survive though. Now I've got so much HW to do! Sorry
if my language here was overly formal; I'm trying to write
a chemistry lab report at the same time, so it's kind of
hard to adjust...

l-0




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