Dragon Eyes And Angel Wings
Get Me Out Of Here
I can't wait to get the fuck out of here. My course feels
like it's dragging on. Thank god there's only 5 actual
days of school left. I'm leaving this city the day after
my course is done. My stepdad and I are doing a roadtrip!
These past few weeks or so have been rough.
Actually for the past 4 or 5 nights I've been having the
Like last night for example, I dreamt I was either
visiting people or people were visiting me, and in one
point in the dream I just started to feel really messed
up. Like I was on a crazy drug trip or something.I was
searching for something.. I think i was looking for a
bedroom that I could pass out in. And then I couldnt
control myself or my motor skills or anything. I could
barely walk or talk and kept falling down and it was such
a struggle to get up. But everyone was looking at me and
talking to me like I was normal. I wasn't sure what was
My past couple dreams have been like that... drug trip-ish.
("like the depths of an ether haze")
It was weird. And a few of my other dreams have been about
death or something along those lines. I dreamt one night I
was wearing a long white coat and someone put a lighter on
the inside and then was engulfed in flames.
Another dream, I was sitting down people-watching on a
busy street, and I saw a guy on a bike pas me by, and then
two seconds later a speeding vehicle sped by and smoked
the guy on the bike and all I saw was his body pretty much
explode. It was like body parts flying in every direction.
Another one, I was involved in a car chase, and I was
sitting in the middle in an old purple convertible but we
were chasing after the bad guys.
It's just been crazy. I don't really know how to interpret
dreams like these... or what my mind is trying to tell me..
Time to go to sleep, although I don't know if I want to.