BANKY EDWARDS

BANKY EDWARDS
2005-04-25 22:48:55 (UTC)

WAITING FOR THE DAY

"Once I saw a face that I believed in,
But a mask was all there was.
So who wears the masks and who wears the faces?
Well, I guess I'll never know.
But as I stand here alone
In a room full of people with nothing to say-
Beer on their minds, and smoke in the air-
I call them my friends but they just don't care!
'Friends for Life'- such shallow words from broken minds.
Show me a friend for life
Cause I'll be waiting for that day to arrive
When I feel alive.
I'll be waiting for that day."
- Dexter Holland of the Offspring,
From the Song "I'll Be Waiting" off their self titled debut

You know what the sad part about moving for me
is? Nobody in this family BOTHERS to ask me where I want to
go or even IF I want to go, I just have to pack up all myy
shit(and theirs)and go. I've been thinking, long and hard,
about where I would be if it was all up to me, and I came up
with two conclusions. If I had my choice, I would be in
either:

1. Utah, because I'd be living the good life with my best
friend and getting with white chicks like a madman.

2. Somewhere isolated from neighbors, much like Budd
(Michael Madison) in KILL BILL, VOLUME 2- not that I want
to be away from the rest of the world, why would I want to
be an actor than if I wanted that, just somwhere where I
don't have to deal with the bullshit of nosy, cranky,
manipulative little rat-fink neighbors who report you for
random shit.

Acording to my dad, he plans to have me out of that house in
Vegas and into a condo in 2 years. With the major that he
wants me to take up, computer networking, I can very well do
that, but not to the way that he's going to like it. He may
think that I'm going to be his soul provider in the near
future, but he's fucking wrong. The minute I decide to get
moble and turn myself lose into the real world, once I've
gotten all I need to get at UNLV and have made enough money
from Computer Networking (because the money is good, the
money is VERY good if you can handle what needs to be done),
I'm gonna take my shit, take my car, and drive off- first to
Utah, to pick up my best friend of course, and than after
that, who knows. Maybe back here to get to Hollywood, maybe
New York, maybe somewhere else. All I know is that once I
have all I need to start my acting carrer, I only need my
best friend by my side to have, truely, everything I need to
succed in life.




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