muse

void deck
2005-04-24 09:10:01 (UTC)

love fool

i miss the past. i miss the past. i miss the past.

i remember that day, the third day i was in singapore. acs
(i) methodist church. the holy communion. i think that
feeling started then.

and it has never been good ever since.

i love him. oh god. i really love him. i am crazy about
him. still crazy even after 5 years later.

how am i going to pull through this. i can't live like
this forever. i can't have these mood swings anymore.

i feel really tortured. really, really tortured everytime
i met him.

how i wish i could read his mind just once. just once. i
need to know the truth. i can't live without knowing the
truth. i can't live to guess all my life whether he has
any feelings for me.

i need to know.




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