CrimsonTears

Hollow Years
2005-04-19 14:37:22 (UTC)

A Past Love

A Past Love

I can't change the way you think
I can't make you care for me
Too say you will ever want me back
I don't see as a possibility
If a friend is what you want
A friend is what i will be
But don't you ever forget
I'll always be waiting patiently
I Hope you know you were my first love
A very special person in my life
I'll envy the person you give your heart to
The one you make your wife
I hope i meant something to you
Because you meant everything to me
I'll never forget the night i spent with you
Or the way i felt you loved me
I can't say i have hope for the future
You even said there isn't
But i can't think of ever losing you
It hurts to feel you distant
Maybe i will find someone
And i will love them in a way
But i can't love them like i love you
I'll want you forever and a day
I feel like i'm living in the past
And i should just let you live
But saying that im over you
Would be like living in a fib
I wonder when you see me
If you still feel something there
All my feelings come back for you
I can't help but stop and stare
The feelings that come i try to ignore
I put them to the back of my mind
But a place were i dont love you
I just can't seem to find
But i'll smile and pretend everything is okay
Because that is what you want
Never knowing my feelings for you
Will forever be there to haunt




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