ErykahKayne

My Daily Bread
2005-04-18 15:38:53 (UTC)

cold turkey

hey ya'll..i don't know when i last wrote or what about
but..here goes it.
yesterday i didn't do anything..just kicced it with
reggie..that's about it. he decided to quit his 1st job
yesterday. and i'm not mad..i told him to do it a long
time ago. ain't no reason to kill yourself. especially for
next to nothing. i don't care as long as our bills are
paid to be honest.
shell and larry were fighting yesterday at Miss Eva's
house. Shell said she filed a report..so we know that
means. Larry's going down..town that is. Plus he got
warrants..he prolly gon be locced up for longer than a
week or 2. that's fucced up. i mean, when somebody puts
their hands on u u gotta do what u gotta do..but damn.
that's all i can say
lisa and her probably ain't talking because lisa tried to
go over there and tell shell how wrong she was. so shell
told her to get out. i didn't say anything because i ain't
have nothing to do with it. i was just there to see what
shell had to say. i hate when people try to talk shit and
don't know the whole story.
anyway, all has been well with the homelife i guess. AMia
is almost a month old. that went by fast. next week or the
end of this one i guess i' ll make our doctor
appointments. i keep having this...this terrible vision
that i'ma go and he's going to be like "well, u don't
waste anytime. Miss Underwood ur pregnant again." i
swear..i told reggie that yesterday and he said i'm just
paranoid. fucc that. i have a reason to be. i'm young and
fertile. then i'm like, how stupid am i? didn't i just cry
out to the lord in pain a month ago from tryna be fast? i
need help. i'm trying to decide which birth control method
i should use. i've never had to before. the patch would
probably work the best. i don't want no shots..and i
probably would miss taking the pill half the time. so i'll
probably do the patch. lord knows i'ma need me some. i
wonder if i could stop cold turkey. having sex that is.
we'll see. on that note, let me see if reggie gon go get
me a sacc.




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