Autum's Leaves
2005-04-18 00:08:31 (UTC)

Zoot Suit Riots

So...that does have SOME sort of pertinance. I just
have to think of it and tell you later.

Leave it up to other people to make me feel so weird
and then so normal. I was reading some of these I must be one of the only people that
actually loves living and dosen't have suicidal thoughts
every five minutes, or if I do, I at least don't tell

My attempt at dark humor. Forgive me.

You'd think journals would be more interesting, more
about the human condition, but most are...about being
sad...or hooking up...or drinking. I mean, we all want
someone, we all do stupid things, we all get sad, but it's
not ever worth dwelling on those sad things.

When I looked over my journals, I always skipped the
pages where I had written and I was sad. I didn't want to
remember that shit, and I sure as hell didn't want to re-
live it. I reread the times I'm happy and super excited
about stuff.

So, I don't know why I'm writing about this, I just
think that a lot of people aren't enjoying life as much as
they should be. And I only hope that they can be really
happy in the future.

My advice, pick up listening to techno, have a good
helping of hanging out with good friends, and lay off the

Either that or a good dose of "I Feel Pretty."