*~*Silent Tears*~*

~*~SINKING AND FALLING*~*
2005-04-16 18:17:27 (UTC)

Dreams, ideas, and thoughts

Hey! Thats an interesting title, now isn't it, lol. Ummm
I was babysitting today, and wow it is funny how simple
the views of a child can be, and how little things can
seem so amazing to them. Like a swing for example, I was
pushing this little girl named Lora-lee on a swing and she
was captivated for 20 mins at least, and then we made
lunch together and she just had a blast with poring and
mixing things. It was so funny. And like making noises
or funny faces, this little girl loved it, and just
hanging out, it was so fun for her. It made me look at
things a little differently. I wonder if I saw the world
like that when I was a little girl. I wonder if we all
looked at the world through a child's view, if it would
hold more joy. Just thinking. Also I was thinking about
what I was going to do this summer, and I decided that I
am going to take voice lessons again. I really love
singing, and I want to finish learning how to do it
right. My dad sings really well, so I might try to get
him to teach me, however I want it have continuous
lessons, and concistant lessons so that might make it so I
have to get lessons by another teacher because I really
want to get better and my dad is often very busy. And
besides, it will give me a goal to work towards during the
summer so I acomplish something. I am writing this down
for the perpose of later on, in the summer when I have
nothing to do and I am rereading these entries, so maybe I
will be inspired to actually take steps to taking singing
lessons. It will be something to save for, cuz weekly
lessons won't be cheap, but I am so willing to pay for
it. I guess it is my way of making up for my childhood
dream, cuz I always wanted to be a professional singer and
actress, but that won't really happen, so at least it
would be fun to learn to sing, for real. I mean, people I
know are so talented, so I want to join the club, lol. I
also want to get a job this summer, I really do. I don't
know where or when or what will be open, but I really want
to get a job because I need to have some income, and I
can't keep working for my parents, they are way too cheap,
lol. There some other stuff I wanted to say, but I can't
think of it right now, so thats it.

-*~*Silent Tears*~*




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